Entries for January, 2005
January 25th, 2005
sorry POSTED AT 08:47 PM as a favorite post never get into a love when you mean to break a heart. never look into eyes when you mean to lie. promises are meant to be kept. wishes are only meant to be fulfilled. scars will never heal. hearts are never meant to be played with. lies are only meant to hurt. and "sorry " is NOTHING but a WORD. Reading: text messages Listening to: suntok sa buwan Watching: teevee Feeling: weird do you care?
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January 25th, 2005
Its always been you. POSTED AT 08:53 PM she was neat, and you are too. but if you ask me who, girl, its always been you. i like her smile, but i love your style. your the one my heart desires. im gonna tell the truth, girl its always been you. i always thought about what i can do. but i can only think about you. so dont ever feel i'll leave you hanging. im not about to let you go. whenever were together, it'll never be better. Reading: text messages parin Listening to: listen-stonefree Watching: blade trinity Feeling: groggy |
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January 25th, 2005
quote for the day POSTED AT 08:58 PM Listening to: listen |
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January 25th, 2005
my new motto POSTED AT 09:00 PM "ang akin , akin lang. ang sa kanya, sakin parin. ang hindi sakin, MAPAPASAKIN." Listening to: until the day i die Feeling: bouncy |
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January 25th, 2005
Ateneo Essay POSTED AT 09:49 PM “Cogito ergo sum. I think therefore I am. –Rene Descartes” For the past fifteen years of my life, I have had quite a great number of experiences. Experiences that taught me lessons no book or professor could teach. Such experiences range from the euphoric to the agonizingly painful. Nevertheless, I figure these are lessons that have made me a better individual. However, I believe that I may not be what I am today if not for my family. They are the people I have been with ever since I came into existence, after all. They are the people who have provided me with all the things I need to survive in this world – the necessities like food and shelter. But more than that, they have provided me with culture. Food and drink can make an animal survive, but to be human means to carry culture – values and traditions that have been born of years and decades and centuries of our ancestors’ experiences and environment. My family has instilled in me a deep sense of value that right now influence the way I think and act in everyday life. Even though I may not have perfectly observed these ideals always, they remain in me, and mistakes I have made only serve to strengthen the importance of these morals for me. They showed me love and respect, taught me discipline and gave me a sense of right and wrong. It is now that I realize that the love and respect they showed me are two of the biggest factors that helped made me the person I am today and probably later in life these will still be the foundations that I shall build my life story on. My family has always been around to support me, and for that, I am very grateful. They support the decisions I make, and they have guided me in making these same decisions. My mom and dad have always supported me in whatever I do and in the activities that I take part in. My brother gives me advice on what I need to improve on and he has done many things in making me who I am today. My mother is a religious person; she has taught me many things about God. She would always remind me to pray and thank God for the blessings he has given me. She would also remind me to include God in what ever I do. This, perhaps, is the most important thing I have learned; life and its challenges are so much easier and fulfilling when you take God into the equation. Sports have also become a big factor in making me a better person. The thrill of sports and the drive to win has always helped define me as a person. Through sports and competition, I have learned to bring out the best in me and use it in any chance possible. It has given me the confidence to become an even better individual physically and mentally. Though winning and success is my goal every time I play, many people are still better than I am and I know it. This thought has been bothering me for a long time, but I have realized that by competing with these people, I will become even better and the experience I gain would help me in the future. Be it going through thick and determined defense of basketball, or dicing with my brother in the racetrack driving go-karts at high speed, the experience and lessons of the game are worth more than the anguish of defeat. These few, yet important things that I have mentioned here have helped define me as a person. Family and sports are my greatest influences, the former being a teacher of culture and values and the latter challenging me always and building my character. But gaining from all of this and putting it all into perspective is due to something that I believe has truly defined me as a person: being open to all things and being able to absorb experiences and information, and turning them into character and personality. Like water being shaped by its container and changing according to its environment and surroundings, I take the things and ideas around me and the experiences that happen to me, and with the use of my ethics and values and my bank of previous experiences, I am a better person. Ever changing, I might say, in a subtle way. God, family, values, experiences, sports – these have all defined me as a person and influenced who I am. Being immersed in reality, contemplating on its rough and sometimes violent beauty, and being open to all its endeavors, keeps me changing and evolving. In short, being open. In short, living life to the fullest. That has defined me as a person. Ad Majorem Dei Gloriam---For the Greater Glory of GOD [img:523351] [img:523354] Reading: my useless ateneo essay Listening to: these days-bamboo Feeling: disappointed |
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January 26th, 2005
i hate pyhsics! it sucks! damn it! POSTED AT 08:28 PM Reading: text messages Listening to: boulevard of broken dreams Watching: x... xtra challenge Feeling: stressed |
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January 26th, 2005
quote for the day POSTED AT 08:35 PM "imagination is more important than knowledge." [img:523337] [img:523337] [img:523337] Listening to: boulevard of broken dreams Feeling: stressed |
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January 26th, 2005
webpages POSTED AT 08:49 PM monica borja--> http://www.tabulas.com/~sponge_cola/ cjay parilla-->http://www.tabulas.com/~ceejay_2428/ more to come... just keep on checking... Feeling: sore |
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January 26th, 2005
wow! POSTED AT 09:21 PM
From Go-Quiz.com Feeling: frustrated |
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January 26th, 2005
silly old me... POSTED AT 10:34 PM as a favorite post  Now I know the feeling, But then I need some healing. It hurts too much to share, Things I cannot bear. I cannot stand to see you with him, I know for my self, he’s such a whim. If you’re happy with the guy Then let it be, until my tears run dry. It may seem that I’ve given up the fight That’s what you think, ill do everything it takes to win the fight. Things may be at the losing end, I will still strive until time bends. I love you too much But can I win the match? The match for your heart Its too much of an art. If ever you’d change, My feelings still wont change. i’d love you, till my eyes pop out. I’ll still love you until the final bout. Listening to: dreaming of you Feeling: stressed |
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January 27th, 2005
i didnt know i could get this tired POSTED AT 10:14 PM [img:523352] damn, i had no idea that by this time of the day, i would even have a hardtime typing! im just soooooooooo tired! well, it all began last nyt... i was wasted... no, not drunk... i just had a hard time sleeping from all the chocolate i ate. sugar rush huh? then, i woke up at around six in the morning... my friend texted me, then i thought i was safe from all the disturbance when i put my phone on silent mode, but then, badluck struck me, i accidentally put it under my head before i went to sleep last night. argh! then, i got to school, all groggy and sleepy... i slept on my arm chair before classes started... yeah... physics, english... i ddnt even learn a thing... i was too sleepy to do so... after recess, damn, it was p.e time... swimming to be exact... we did 9 laps all in all. 3 laps of freestyle, breaststroke and backstroke... and all i can say is, its tiring! then come religion time we had a quiz... it was not that easy but i still managed to get some sleep during the quiz, i dont really know if i passed or what, all i knew was i was asleep for a long time! the last bell rung! freedom and rest atlast. but then, they told me we ha d a project to dol, i couldnt say no, so i went home to get my shoes, i went to s'mall for a while, then proceeded to the venue... i got there at about 5 pm, then, i didnt notice it was already 8 pm! darn... and after the game, i could feel no more energy in my body... i was to tired to talk, so all i did was to bring hawker home, then i went home... here i am now, infront of my computer, feeling all dizzy and tired... sharing to you guys what happened to me today... damn, i need some rest... hehe... AMDG Feeling: sore, tired, whatelse? |
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January 27th, 2005
Quote for the Day POSTED AT 10:54 PM "Whenever your down... never say die!" [img:525201] Feeling: indescribable |
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January 28th, 2005
my mind is not working right now! POSTED AT 08:31 PM Reading: nothing Listening to: the aaliyah song Watching: PBA Feeling: tired |
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January 31st, 2005
boulevard of broken dreams POSTED AT 01:43 PM I walk a lonely road The only one that I have ever known Don't know where it goes But it's home to me and I walk alone I walk this empty street On the Boulevard of Broken Dreams Where the city sleeps and I'm the only one and I walk alone I walk alone I walk alone I walk alone I walk a... My shadow's the only one that walks beside me My shallow heart's the only thing that's beating Sometimes I wish someone out there will find me 'Til then I walk alone Ah-ah, Ah-ah, Ah-ah, Aaah-ah, Ah-ah, Ah-ah, Ah-ah I'm walking down the line That divides me somewhere in my mind On the border line Of the edge and where I walk alone Read between the lines What's fucked up and everything's alright Check my vital signs To know I'm still alive and I walk alone I walk alone I walk alone I walk alone I walk a... My shadow's the only one that walks beside me My shallow heart's the only thing that's beating Sometimes I wish someone out there will find me 'Til then I walk alone Ah-ah, Ah-ah, Ah-ah, Aaah-ah Ah-ah, Ah-ah I walk alone I walk a... I walk this empty street On the Boulevard of Broken Dreams Where the city sleeps And I'm the only one and I walk a... My shadow's the only one that walks beside me My shallow heart's the only thing that's beating Sometimes I wish someone out there will find me 'Til then I walk alone Feeling: sick |
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