ang pag dadalaga ni maximo oliveros
POSTED AT 08:43 AM

badasspaul

watched "ang pagdadalaga ni maximo oliveros" yesterday at glorrieta. it was required for my blockmate's genpsyc class... so i decided to tag along... didnt really get what the movie wanted to say. basta bakla si maxi. at oliveros siya. hahaha. kapatid ng halimaw kong roommate na si alex. haaaaaaaaaaaaaaay...  

really pissed off at math. i hate math... i think im going to fail it again... noooooooooooooooooooooooo!!! 

eto nanaman ang malufit na hagufit ng life... i need 13.something points in my final project in databas to pass the friggin subject. and i thought my 94.5 midterm test grade would be enough to pass me... what the hell is the problem with college..

maiiwasang bang, sa bawat sandali ika'y laman ng isip ko?

 

gotta go study for sociology. haaaaaaaaaay.

 hirap mag mahal ng taong di ka mahal. mahirap ipagpilitan ang sarili sa taong walang planong maging parte ka ng buhay niya...

 buhay... socio... nakatulog ako. bullshit. i hate studying sooooo much! sino ba kasi ung kumag na pauso ng aral na yan!

goodnight 

tuloy tuloy ang ikot ng mundo
POSTED AT 12:11 PM

badasspaul

Listening to: ikot-stonefree
Feeling: weird

who am i to you?
POSTED AT 02:36 AM

badasspaul

who am i to you?

i have yet to find the answer to that question..i feel so sleep. its 2.36 am... goodnight. ill edit this one later...

 just finished algtrig class. haaaaaaay. what a start... this day will suck... bigtime. im answering my formdev today... we're going to have a test later and we're required to pass this booklet thing... aarrgh.

    everything sucks as of now. i hope things get better later. or tomorrow at the latest... gotta go do my essay's now. this is really stupid... i hate it. i H-A-T-E it.    

    i hope you're fine. thats all i can do now. pray that we finish in time. ok... so this is crunch time. this is where i excel... i have to start doing something. im hours away from submitting a project.

   dont cry. im here. no matter what.
 

    "you dont know how much you mean to me" 

 

dream as if you'll live forever... live as if you'll die today.

one word frees us of all the weight and pain in life. that word is love.

 

Feeling: worried

its almost over.
POSTED AT 11:07 AM

badasspaul

christmas
POSTED AT 11:05 PM

badasspaul

CHRISTMAS WISH LIST

- Air Jordan 20*

- New cellphone*

- New Laptop?

- t-mac shirt from adidas

- lacoste sneakers(bwahaha!)* 

- car???

-sneakers

-clothes

----PASSING GRADES. (kahit wala na lahat basta pasado.)!!! 

 

daming hiling for christmas noh? haaaaaaaaaay. i just want a simple gift this christmas...  i want to pass. thats all... i want to pass all friggin subjects... too bad, i feel that i wont... maTH teachers suck!!! 

"when people are as goodlooking as us, math
teachers just fail us because theyre jealous of our looks."

thats from monique. haha.coolness.

ate at TOSH nga pala kanina with someone. hahaha. astig. a vurri

merry christmas to me. ahaha.  

 

Listening to: looking for love

fortunately..
POSTED AT 01:50 AM

badasspaul

so... i think i passed orgmgnt already. and databas... im hanging by a moment... but i hope i pass... along with my groupmates, errol, marc and trixia... haaaaaaaaay. i just hope everything would be ok...

math tests... my god.. i hate numbers. buti nlng gwapo ako. ??? ahahahaha! sooo un. i hope i dont fail. .. again. i hate failing... damn it... anyway... ill update this entry... kinda sleepy na. boo yah for now. 

yari...
POSTED AT 09:34 PM

badasspaul

    went to rob ermita to buy pugad baboy 18. hahaha.finally. something worth reading. haahah... anyway... i dont think im in the mood to write stuff... i have a lot to finish.. englone, math test tomorrow morning... awwww. finals next week.. its gonna start suckin in a few hours. i have to study for algtrig and stuff.... my god. this is going to suck......

    saw just like heaven already... astig. cool na cool... haha. lakas ng loob ko noh? finals na and im still watching movies. hehehe. stupid... this sucks... anyawy. hafta go now. bye.
 

 NOT CARING ABOUT ANYTHING RIGHT NOW

i feel sick... i think i have colds again... this is bad. cant drink medicine naman because what i have is the forte, not the no drowse shit... this is bad... i have a test tomorrow at 7am sharp. i have to wake up at around 6am... jeeezzz... tomorrow is going to suck bigtime... databas course card day is tomorrow... my god. i still havent fully studied for that math test im taking tomorrow... im in a lot of shit right now. 

at parang hindi ako ganado. ewan ko... ganado parin siguro.. konti... haaaaaaaaaay... this is bad. kailangan ganahan. as in seryosong gana...

damn it. life sucks.

math hates me.

this isnt right...

boo yah. 

Listening to: sige

boo yah!!!
POSTED AT 09:55 AM

badasspaul

    why do i have this darn feeling that im going to take algtrig again? this sucks.. the inevitable feeling that lingers inside my head. i hate it...  my mom will surely mock me this time around. i took it before already.. im taking it now again... will i take algtrig a third time around? i hope not. let just pray for the better... this is what i ask of you guys.

     my god.... what a day. got my eaf... finally have my schedule... haaaaaaay. well, one thing's for sure... im not going to be with my blockmates anymore. im going to be alone... good  or bad? no idea. i also got my databas course card... i was waiting for someone so that we'd get our grade together... but i think she had company already so i just went on to get my grade with jerrick. so... this is what happened. i was looking at the grading sheet, looking for peoples names and grade. and my god what a relief it was to see a passing grade beside that name. then, i went on to look at my grade. 1.0... i passed the damn subject... still not happy with what i think i saw. anyway... the three musketeers, marc,max and benman failed the subject... i think. and marc is my groupmate for christs sake! almost got him to pass... "hindi lang siguro tlga umabot." strike two for marc... umayos ka marc!!!

    this day is probably the last regular school day i'd be with my beloved blockmates... and what the hell, we all went home early. i dont have a friggin' idea why... excited? haha. damn it. anyway... still not an a-ok day... ganado parin ba?....

    chumillax muna this day. then i have to study tomorrow, sunday, and monday for sociology and that damn algtrig finals... i hate it!!!

    i have a feeling lagot ako kay mommy... patay!

   i want the new lacoste shoes nga pala... i'll try to upload the picture later... damn it. i love shoes!!!

    patay na pala talaga ako sa algtrig. just heard from my teacher a while ago.. and wait... lagot na talaga ako. for sure. damn it! :|
 

Listening to: ikot...
Feeling: tired

may patutunguhan nga ba?
POSTED AT 04:34 PM

badasspaul

    its 4 in the afternoon... i've read a few pages of my socio book, and damn, was it boring, 10-15 pages into reading and i cant seem to stand it... this sucks. i think i have this attention deficit disorder thing... lagoooot. hahaha.

    played basketball with the manongs this morning... ang dadaya ng mga gago! nkakainis. dibale, panalo parin... haaaaay. soooo tired after that. i dunno why... i really need to get back into shape. all this studying is wearing me out.

    "aral nga ng aral, di naman umaasenso." jeeeez. thats what it feels like. oh yeah, i am doing my best trying to study and stuff. but it seems like nothing is working. i still dont know whats wrong.

    went to g4 yesterday... went directly to the lacoste store with trixia and my gad!!! i  soooo love them sneakers! white and red sneakers! perfect!!! i also want the gumsole sneakers. the green ones. ooooh!!! i havent gone christmas shopping yet, i want to get those sneaks first before i get going with all the shopping and stuff. and i want to finish the damn algtrig test first... 

    i had a conversation with my mom yesterday, i told her i needed and 80 above again in the damn algtrig subject to pass... which means its almost impossible. what did she say? "take two mo na yan. ipasa mo. lagot ka."

    damn it!!! give the kid some consideration people!!! im not really that much into math. ok.... im already putting it this way, believe it or not, i love math... yeah. but math doesnt love me back. and we all know how hard it is to love someone or something without it loving you back... right???

   i am just so scared shitless. i've passed my orgmgnt and databas subjects... but no... i dont want to fail math again.

   math just doesnt mix with paul. it sucks so much to have to go through math. its sooooo.... selfish of those mathematician shitheads! i hate them!!!

    here's my sched nga pala for the third term. just wanna share it. its not final yet. might have to adjust.

MONDAY/WEDNESDAY/FRIDAY

8:10-9:10------ANMATH1

9:30-11:30----PETEAMS(WEDNESDAY) 

2:30-3:30-------RELSONE

3:40-4:40-------NETCOMM

TUESDAY/THURSDAY

2:40-4:10-----ENGLTWO

4:20-5:50-------HUTECIN

SATURDAY

9:00-12:00-----CWTS-2

what an ugly schedule... sucks so much. life sucks.
 

Listening to: nobody knows it but me

the poor prince
POSTED AT 11:30 PM

badasspaul

oh yeah. naghugas ako ng pinggan kanina... imagine this...

first i set up the table, oohhh yeah!i put the mats, plates, spoons and forks, and coasters and even the baso. hah! beat that! then i cooked egg(actually achievement yan. i know how to cook egg nadin aside from hotdog. now i know how to cook two dishes without using the damn microwave.)  hehehe. then, after eating, mom asked me to clean up the table, and so i did, then she asked me to wash the damn dishes!!! she was asking for too much already, pero ako si tanga, hugas parin. hahaha. that was stupid of me... anyway, experience din... pwede na mag asawa. haha.

why did i do all those stuff for? para ibili nila ako ng shoes? para hindi mgalit kapag nakita na bagsak ako sa algtrig take two ko? aarrrghhh!

STI na ako kapag bumagsak pa ako... Sa Taniman ni Itay. pwede din ako mag PMA, Pahinga Muna Anak. or baka sa PSBA na ako mag aral... Para Sa Bobong Anak. or sa TIP, TangInang Paaralan. pwede din sa NCBA, Nood Cine Bago Aral, malapit kay na tita un. hahaha. jeeez. oneliners. they never cease to make me laugh. cornyyyyy. hahaha.

soooo scared to fail yet another time. 

missing YOU.  

Listening to: slowjams-twista

nosebleed timea
POSTED AT 12:48 AM

badasspaul

tsangenaaaaa. nose bleed naaaa... mamamatay na ako sa socio... tsangenang yan. this sucks... super aral ako, para pumasa sa socio. midterm grade ko is just 1.0 soooo mejo sabit.. .dapat ako pumasa. damn it. aaarrrgh! algtrig pa on thursday. while all my blockmates will be celebrating, team algtrig will stand up against the monster for the last time. some may be able to make it back, some may have to go back to the start. tsangena!!!

tomorrow is the day. patayin na yung punyetang prof sa socio!!! kami lang ang socio class na may written test. she suuuucks bigtime! walang kwenta. argh!!! mamatay na siyaaaa!!!

frustrated. feeling all stupid and stuff... i hate it. aral ng math the whole day tomorrow. argh....

gonna sleep na. boo yah. 

the end is neeeeaaar!
POSTED AT 08:40 PM

badasspaul

the end is near.

TWO DAYS BEFORE THE DAY AFTER TOMORROW. 

 

    booooo. algtrig take three coming up. shit. bagsak nanaman po ako sa math. oh, how i love math. jeeee whiz. why do i have to go through all this shit?

    soooo... i tried my best. again! but still, i came up short. this  is too much. this term is what i should be calling my "flawless victory" term. but that god damned subject just  keeps on getting in my way. its really pissing me off! next term, if ever i take up algtrig again,im going to be assuming the role of team captain for  team algtrig.  tssssssss. im not proud. im pissed.

    im hoping to have passed socio. isa pa un! nakakainis din.  

    algtrig is sweeter the third time around?!?!

    sooo... people must be getting tired of all the reklamos i've been making about math. im sorry fools. thats just me, math just doesnt go well with my name.

    boooo! ALGTRIG SUCKS! MATH SUCKS!!!!

    suicide times na ba ito???? abangan.

    have a stupidly fucking merry christmas everyone.

    what can i do? you left me... and you hurt my feelings as well.
 
   tsangenaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa. aral kaya ako buong bakasyon? wachu think? blah!

     when is two days before the day after tomorrow?
   

   paki mo kung nahihirapan ako at nagrereklamo? tao din ako noh.  buti pa yung ibang tao dito, nakakaintindi. haaaaaaaaay.
 

Listening to: makaaasa ka-rivermaya

buti na lang nandiyan ka.
POSTED AT 01:57 AM

badasspaul

    ok. so not everyone gets my point. and im pretty sure my mom wont get it either... hahaha. tsssssss. ok ok... its like this. math is just isnt my forte, even though i would like to, or even love to learn math. i just cant. thats it. mom, hope you'd be able to read this. jeeez.

 buti na lang, there's sOmeone who's always willing there for me. kakampi ko, kahit minsan mali na ako.  siya yung tipong, nakikinig, hindi ka kokontrahin at hindi ka papangaralan. siya yung taong, lahat gagawin para sumaya ka. hindi siya yung klase na, alam na ngang nahihirapan ka, dadagdagan pa yung problema mo. buti na lang nandiyan siya.

    "God measures a person with the burden He puts on them. so when you feel like your load is heavier than the rest, be happy because God sees you stronger than the rest."

   thankyou for being here when i needed YOU MOST.

     miss ko na mag mango juice. hahaha. mango juice. mango shake? nips? hahaha.

 

Listening to: lihim-milk n money
Feeling: foolish

looking back...
POSTED AT 03:04 PM

badasspaul

its christmas break already. this is good... oh, no... not really. tssssssssss...

 anyway.  i just remembered the question our ICT teacher asked before. Is it ethical for a company to read its employee's personal e-mails? better yet, Is it ethical for anybody to read somebody else's e-mails?

hmmm. most of the people i asked about this question said no, it is'nt ethical... there goes the answer. it is not ethical, that like crashing into somebody's private life. tssss.

not my kind of trip. anyway... i think we're going christmas shopping. im going to update this entry. i'll make kwento about yesterday. hahaha.

booyah. gotcha.  

 

Reading: MY OWN e-mails
Listening to: lihim-milk n money

the best present of all.
POSTED AT 10:02 AM

badasspaul

    and so, she was saying the truth. hahaha. what a vurri merry christmas!!!! wuhoooooo!!! now i can truly say, this is a flawless term. hah!!!! yebah! i've gone through mind boggling exams and failing projects. but still, i came out victorious! nyaha!!! this is good.

    but i couldnt have done this feat without the help of some people. i would like to thank kathy cua for helping and teaching me the crazy world of algebra and trigonometry.(oo kathy, sinisisi kita dahil pumasa ako ng algtrig. ikaw may kasalanan. mamimiss ko algtrig!!)  next, to trixia del rosario, for being my ever so reliable groupmate in other subjects.(kahit na anchor mga kasama natin, we made it. hahaha. orgmgnt at databas lang yun eh.beh! hahaha.) to... uhm, mr francis campena. merry christmas sir!!! to kyle de guzman, for making the gui of our databas project. ok lang kahit bagsak. atleast pasado. labO???? and to someone, who never stopped believing in me, and was there beside me all through out. she was with me through thick and thin, through fun times and hard times. hahaha. i can proudly say, we've made it. together.

    soooo... i have yet to share what happened the past few days... so, lets go back to ric's birthday party.

    went to tani's place at around 2 in the afternoon and we waited for chaco. we were supposed to leave already when marc called us and asked us to wait for him... so we waited for 30 llllllllllloooooooongggg minutes. hehehe. 15 lang daw sabi ni marc. tssss. hahaha. anyway, we did get to fairview, we saw the boys there already, ric, zyon, justin, errol, fil, emman, sino pa ba??? bsta mdami kami. hehehe. so we played wrestling and nba 06 first. talo ako ni fil sa wrestling, kami nlng natira sa 6man tornado tag. tsk, pinfall pa ako. sayang. pero when it came to the nba all-star game. i was unstoppable. i was locked to vince carter, i scored 49 pts. hahahahaha. MVP!!! hahaha. tapos nun, we ate na... galing ni ric mag compose ng prayer. para comPOSER!. hahaha. anyway... yun... after eating, pumunta kami sa park nila ric, nag playground kami at bumalik sa pagkabata... nagbasketball din kami kahit di kita ang ring. hahaha. then... when we went back to ric's place, nandun na ang mga friends niya na iba... nandun pa nga si rasta man! hahahaha. so... in just a few minutes, it started raining... raining redhorse!!!! hahahahaha. total anahilation!!! hahaha.  naguumapaw ang 12+ case ng redhorse. hahahaha. solid. anyway... nanunuod kami ng wrestling at nga mga... ehem... hahaha. bago sila uminom. hahaha. sila. ako nka 2 or 3 na redhorse lang.hehe. after that, dumating ang mga killjoy kong kamag anak. kill joy tlga. sleep over na sana yun. tsk. stupid fools. argh.... anyway, nag pizza naman kami, kya ok lang. hehe.

    yun ung mga nangyari nung bday ni ric. check niyo nlng sa multiply ko yung mga pictures. hehehe. eto naman yung last last night. block xmas parteeeee. hahahaha.

    hmmm... i arrived with pao and danzen at myron's place eh. hmmmm... oo, tama. tapos i looked for totz. kasi i was there na before. so un... totz ang tawag nila kay papi. hahaha. tapos, pinaakyat na kami. then when we arrived sa top floor... haha. nandun na sila, nagkakantahan. nag bibilliards, nag lalaro nung something na nasisira, ang pipingpong... hahaha. ang dami nilang ginagawa. hahaha.enjoy na enjoy. so binati ko lahat ng nandun... tapos, kanta na. hahaha. tapos konting billiards. hehe. after nun, kain na daw. prayer leader ulit si ric... hahaha. comPOSER talaga. hahaha. anyway. nag dala ako ng kfc, tapos ang daming nag dala ng barbeque... tapos si lesley, nag order ng pizza, si abby naman nag dala ng pasta. yung iba, pumose lang. hehehehe. anyway... masayang masaya kami... after kumain eh, nag laro kami ng taboo... pero nag kasawaan din, dahil nag dodominate na si reena... kaya naisipan nlng namin na mag laro ng guesstures. na napakasaya. hahahaha. tuwangtuwa kami umacting at kung ano ano pa... hahahaha. dun ka mkakakita ng multiply na tumatalon talon pa. hahahaha. astigin. anyway.. sobrang masaya... napaka cool ng aming party. hahaha. daming pictures as usual... nandun si kathy, at iba pang unexpected guests. hehehe. pero wala naman yung iba, sila marge(calysta) at pam... at yung iba pa. mga hindi daw pinayagan or plain kill joy lang... after nun, i went home sa dorm. hehe. nagpakasaya muna bago makita ang mga bloody grades. hahaha. starbucks muna kami ni trixia kasi sabay kami umuwi. hahaha.

    so there... thats whats been happening to me this past few days. kaya di masyado nkakapag online. ehehehe. wait, recap ng grades ko, para maipagmalaki... hehehe.

ALGTRIG(math)-1.0 pwede naaaa!!!!

INTROSO(sociology)-1.5 ok nadin. di seryoso eh.

ENGLONE(english)-2.5 eto ang surprise. di tlga seryoso. as in never nag seryoso. 

PEDANCE-3.5 two left feet ba? hahaha.

ORGMGNT(management)-2.0 good enough.

DATABAS(database management)-1.0 shoot lang. palpak ang proj eh.

uhm... yung mga minor subjects like saliksik(retreat/recollection) nstp-cwts1, and formdev, pasado. hahahaha. flawless!!!! i love it!!! hahaha.

waaaaaaaaiiiit. bago matapos ang lahat. wala lang. i love it. hahaha.

 

how sweet it is to be loved by YOU.

Listening to: my humps
Feeling: tired but happy

bummer!!!
POSTED AT 01:00 AM

badasspaul

    what a waste of a day. tssssssssssss. so unproductive. christmas break... jesus christ, i should be outside, having fun... partying... not at home, getting all bored and stuff. i should go out... hmmmm... yeah... maybe i will...  anyway.. my parents totally ruined my day. get this. so im watching tv, then my mom, suddenly gets pissed off at me for no reason at all!!!! what a loser. she starts yelling at me and stuff... i hate it. i didnt do anything. the heck did i do?  then, my dad gets home... ok he walks up the stairs, the moment he see's me... does the same thing. what the hell!!! i have no idea what made them do that... that just sucked so much!!!! that was real stupid of them. i just want to stab the hell out of those stupid freaks of nature!!!

    anyway... im not showing them my grades... 'cause this is what would probably happen... ok, so if i failed in any damn subject... oh, they'd get mad... and all hell would break loose. and if i pass everything... the fuck, they'd still get mad... telling me im not doing everything to get a high grade. what the fuck is wrong with the parent world today??? they need to reformat!!! those motherfuckers are just asking for too much. why dont they get satisfied that i didnot fail any freaking subject and i did my best... that's what matters right? PASSING??? those stupid dictators!!! they want everything to go their way!!! they dont care about how others feel. i just want to go somewhere peaceful. somewhere, where people apprieciate what i do... some place where there wouldnt be any scolding by stupid 40+ year old people who get on my nerve every god damned time!!! 

    this is just stupid. my parents are stupid. i hate them. this much. |-----------------------------------------------------------------------| its not enough though.  argh!!! im just so pissed off right now.

Listening to: lagi mo na lang ako dinedeadma
Feeling: pissed

...
POSTED AT 03:33 PM

badasspaul

Listening to: better together

christmas na ba?
POSTED AT 10:47 PM

badasspaul

huh? december 25 pala ngayon? labo ah... anyway... ayun, so ganun na nga... christmas na ba? di ko feel eh. parang wala lang. ano ba itow? parang malamig na summer lang. napaka boring! uhm... hindi ko talaga feel. hmmmmm... this isnt right. something's wrong with the world today. let me see... hmmm... pamasko's are right on time... gifts are kinda off... maybe they'd come sometime next christmas. oh, even my parents dont have a gift for me. not even a single penny. well, sila kuya gave me a shirt na napaka ganda sana. kaso parang kasya sakin kung 9 years old plang ako. naknam!!!! hahaha. makakakuha ng isang gift na nga lang, sablay pa. haha. hmmmmmm...

ok... ok... ok... this just isnt right. i guess i have to buy my self a present to atleast make up for the other people who didnt give me gifts. hahahaha. do i seem like a brat who wants nothing but presents? maybe... but im just trying to explain how sad christmas is without gifts, christmas decor and everything... im not the kind who looks for gifts or anything... remember, i got the best present i could ever get. passing grades.... tseneng!!!! hahahaha. anyway... looking forward to a better new year. i hope.

hmmm... 10 more days before i get to see her. how i miss her. how i miss my "former" blockmates too... at hooooooooooy!!! si jeff may electronic guesstures!!!! san mo nabili yan??? laro tayo sa lobby ng gox para mukhang tanga. hahahahaha.

MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE. 

just another day...
POSTED AT 11:29 AM

badasspaul

    ok. its already the 27th and i still have nothing to do. the hell..... i guess i'll just have to go out and play. just like what i always do... hahaha. anyway... today is my brother's birthday, so happy birthday to him. and tomorrow i think will be myron's birthday? im not sure. pero happy birthday narin papi.

    what a boring christmas break. well....atleast i got what i wanted. hehe. anyway..... its still cold... i wonder why, it wasnt this cold last christmas... cant even use my aircon. tsk. ahahahaha. this is too much. nothing's happening....

    oh, im home alone again. argh. im going out lateeeer and im not telling my parents. hahahahaha. 

    hmmmmmmmmm... i have this feeling that i'd be able to fix my room today... i can feel it deep within me. hahaha. after 2 weeks. oh yeah... hahahaha. well, better start now. or i'd be a couchpotato again later. hahaha.  bye-ness.

 

 

oh... what a twisted world we live in. YOU rock mine my dear. 

Listening to: the scientist-coldplay
Feeling: no mood selected

going back...
POSTED AT 04:34 PM

badasspaul

    here i am again. its 4 in the afternoon and im totally bummed here at home. i have nothing to do. jesus christ...  its almost new year. just a few more days... i hope we get a lot of fire crackers. hahahaha. pyromaniac. hahaha. i want another one of those kind of fire crackers that lights up the sky and the street light automatically turns themselves off because of the firecrackers. hahahaha. then there'd be a 15-20 minute period of darkness in our street. hahaha. i love it. anyway... have'nt gone berserk over firecrackers yet. i havent been going out lately. im just here infront of my beloved computer or in the sala playing. jeeeeez. couch potato. hahaha. anyway...

    just realized that my second term victory came from pure hard work. i stayed in a dorm, or should i say cave with my maristian friends. at fortunately got more time to study. good for me i guess. well, i may not be that genuis ya'll are looking for. maybe, i passed because of hardwork. yeah right, hardwork my ass. i still failed in quizzes. its still a mystery how i passed algtrig and orgmgnt... i failed almost all the quizzes in math, except for one which is exceptionally high thanks to miss cua. hahahaha. thats a 75/80. oh yeah. and the others... no need to mention. hahaha..... management. same story... failed all 3 or was it 4 departmental exams. passed some minor quizzes. and fortunately... got a high mark in the reporting. great. hahaha. thanks to trixia who never backed down from the reporting. hahaha. well, tani and marc did a great job too.hahaha. give them some credit. couldnt have passed without them. hahahaha. anyway... databas was quite a surprise also. well, i did pass the midterm test with a 94.5/110 i think? i dunno... reena got a 109 and kathy got a 106. i have a theory that reena and kathy aren't human. hahaha. well... so much for those studious people. why not be like me? hahaha. carefree and stupid at times. hahaha. but hey. i still passed. and thats the bottom line... HARDWORK PAYS OFF.  

orgmgnt reporting. still smiling as always. looking better everytime.

    anyway... new year is fast approaching. sooo... new years resolutions? hmmmm...

-study harder. and i mean HARDER!!!

-less fooling around i guess?

-uhm... i dunno.

-less pangaasar kay alex. hhahaha.

    ok. i promise to my self to do all of these... and we all know that 'promises are meant to be broken.' hahahahaha. and thats good for me. well, i guess i'll just have to change my attitude towards stuff... become a better person. and i think, thats gotta be it for now. maybe more improvement when 2007 comes. who knows... i might be dead by that time. hahahahaha.

    know what. "i'll try my best." oh... almost forgot. dont forget to bring that white rosary paul. it helps.

    hmmmmm... its another wasted day. bad. haha.

"hold on but know when to let go.

       wait but know if there's someone to wait for.

                            dream but know when to wake up.

                                    Its ok to fall. As long as you know how to get up."

 
  EVERYTHING IS NOTHING when you dont have SOMEONE to share it with.
 

Listening to: makaaasa ka-rivermaya
Feeling: blah

12 hours after
POSTED AT 04:32 AM

badasspaul

    huwaw. damn it. bakit nanaman ako nagising? nyeta talaga oh. its 4 in the morning... what am i to do? clueless... mag playstation na lang kaya? bad idea. i need sleep. tsk. para i can play later sa marist. or should i? hmmmm... still havent made up my mind. hehehe. we'll see....

    anyway... huh? teka. nawala yung ilalagay ko. damn it! nakaka asar ah. napuputol. argh. hahaha. ganito pala kapag mag bblog ka ng bagong gising 4 in the morning. hahahaha. malas. hehe. 

    hmmm... ano ba mailagay? aaaaay! malapit na mag new year. isang araw na lang. walang pasok mamaya. 30 ngayon diba? oo... walang pasok. day ng isang bayani. di ko alam kung rizal o bonifacio. wait, rizal ata... anyway. mabuhay si jose rizal. ok. good. hmmmmm...

    wala pang fire crackers! naiinis ako. gusto ko na mag pasabog ng kung ano ano. nakakainis.argh!!!! gusto ko pasabugin yung kotse ng kuya ko na bulok. hahaha. may frontier naman na so di na kailangan hiramin yung bulok na kotse ni kuya. hahaha. wait..... hmmm... parang gusto ko mag 7-11. hindi kaya ma wierdohan sakin yung mga tao dun? maguumaga na eh. hehehe. ang laboooooo.

     ano ba meron sa mundo ngayon at labong labo ako sa sarili ko? ewan ko ba... nyetang mundo. hahaha. may naisip ako. pupuntahan ko si hawker, john, patrick at V-man. pero hindi ngayon. kasi baka sampalin ako nung mga yun. mamaya na siguro. oo. tama. pero ok din siguro kumatok sa mga bahay nila ngayon. hahaha. para maging kasuklam suklam ako sa taong magbubukas ng pinto o gate. hahahaha.

    bukas. bisperas na ng bagong taon. mag bagong buhay na tayo. move on. tapos na ang 2005. kalimutan na lahat ng pwedeng kalimutan. harapin na natin ang kinabukasan. well, may mga bagay na by request ay hindi ko pwede kalimutan. hahaha. teka. mukha akong gago. tumatawa ako mag isa. moment of silence muna....

     ok. go. ayan. hmmmmm.... wala na akong masabi. i want to become a better individual. hayop. hahaha. asa pa. hahaha. ewan ko ba. oo nga pala. di ko pa nabibili yung punyetang sapatos na gusto ko. argh!!! sa pasukan ko na bibilhin para malapit sa g4. haha. anyway... napagisip isip ko na matulog na lang ulit. wala ng tao sa ym eh. haha. puro on sms. waaaaaaaaaiiiit. pestehin ko kaya sila? wag na. namamahinga na yung mga pangahas na yun.

   goodmorning philippines. at special message kay tani... sendan mo ako ng picture mo na nag sswimming sa crater ng pinatubo para maniwala ako, gago! hahaha.

 

Listening to: prom-sugafree
Feeling: sleepy

balik highschool...?
POSTED AT 03:56 AM

badasspaul

    hmmm.. its 3:30 in the morning. just got home from jayjay's place. hahaha. sobrang tawanan. hahaha. grabe. hahaha. sooo... nandun si, jayjay ang may ari ng bahay, si jasper tan ang atenista, si kuya ige ang joker ng gabi, si chame na taga tawa, si aaron, si albano, si macky na kapatid ni kaplo, si namae na kaibigan nila, tapos dumating si clarence. hahaha. ay. ako din pala nandun. hahaha.

    so... ang trip namin eh mag bluff. talo ako nung unang round pero nakabawi naman. hahahaha. nag banatan kami ng mga walang katapusang jokes.. mga jokes ni ige ang pinaka mabenta. hahahaha. parang yung kakainin na binato namin sa isa't isa. hahahaha. teka. balik sa umpisa. hahaha. so habang nagbbluff eh iinom dapat si tan nang biglang inalog ni namae ang kanyang kamay kaya natapon ang inumin ni tan. tapos nun... all hell broke loose. nagbabasaan na. may mga hawak na pitchel at may biglang matatapon na tubig. hahahaha. basa lahat ng makikita mo. hahahaha. tapos, nagbatuhan ng maduming basahan. nag hampasan ng mop at nagbatuhan ng kakainin. hahahaha. grabe.nagalit ata magulang ni jayjay. hahahaha. anyway... bumanat muli si ige ng mga hirit na minsan ko lang marinig. mga hirit na tulad ng 'maralita', 'isang beses sa isang linggo ka lang kumain ng pork!', 'utak gulaman', 't*mae ka lang sa papel!', 'magkadaupang palad', at ang pinaka mabenta sa lahat... ang "BUHAY ALAMANG!!" hahahahahaha. sa sobrang dami eh hindi ko na matandaan lahat. basta tawa lang kami ng tawa. hahahahaha.  pati yung joke ni ige na...

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nyetang mga joke ni ige yan. hahahahaha. nyeta talaga. hahahah. so sa tinagal tagal ko dun eh nagkwentuhan pa kami ng aming mga nakaraan. nagreminisce sa aming highschool life. mula 1st year hanggang 4th year. muli naming binalikan yung mga teacher na tinarantado namin. mga kaklaseng weirdo....at pati mga sayaw namin at mga presentation na di namin malilimutan. hahahaha. grabe. hahahahaha

    kinakabag na ako kakatawa. grabe. hanggang ngayon eh natatawa tawa parin ako kapag binabalik balikan ko at linalasap ang mga sandaling kami'y nagkasama sama. hahahaha. lahat nga pala kami ay nagmamakawa kay ige na tumigil na dahil hindi na kami makahinga ng maayos. lahat kami masakit na yung katawan. hahahaha,

hanggang dito na lang muna. matutulog na ako. hehe. maghahanda na ako para mamaya. jombag ako sigurado sa nanay ko. yari nanaman. walang ligtas sa sermon. tsk. kawawang bata. haaaaaaaaaaay. nyeta. hahaha. atleast nagenjoy kahit papano. hehehe.

 

 

 

  imissYOU.
 

ahoy! ilang oras na lang.
POSTED AT 08:06 PM

badasspaul

    tsk... 8 pm na... four hours na lang new year na. tsk... bagong taon, bagong term... tsk. magiiba nanaman ang ihip ng panahon. sana'y sa darating na panahon, hindi na kami buhay alamang. sana ay lagi na kaming kumain ng pork at hindi isang beses lang sa isang linggo. kahit na pork cubes lang at hindi pork chop. basta pork. hahaha.

    walang ka buhay buhay ata ang bagong taon ngayon. ang konti ng mga colorful fireworks na nakikita ko sa tuwing ako'y dumudungaw sa labang ng bahay. baka mamaya pa... save the best for last... haha.

    kaninang hapon pala, habang ako'y natutulog... eh hindi ko alam na binilhan nila ng torotot si miguel. nawindang ako dahil akala ko, nasa jumanji ako dahil may naririnig akong elepante sa labas ng bahay. nagising ako at agad agad na lumabas ng kwarto. pagsilip ko sa terrace. nandun ang aking kapatid. hinihipan ang kanyang dakilang toroto. agad ko siyang binatukan at akala ko ay may alaga na kaming elepante. nyeta talaga. nasira ang tulog ko. hahahaha.

    buhay nga naman... pabago bago... ayan na. parating na ang bagong taon... kaya ang tanong... PILIPINAS, GAME KA NA BA? 

    haaaaaaay. nyeta. alang magawa. paputok naaaaaaaa!!!!!!!! kaya nga tayo binigyan ng diyos ng sampung mga daliri ay para mag paputok. walang ingat ingat! masabugan na kung masasabugan. malas mo nalang kapag natanggal ulo mo. pero ok lang yan. adventure yung masabugan. minsan lang naman sa isang taon ang new year. at minsan lang din naman sa buhay ng tao ang nasasabugan. kung mapalad ka eh agad kang mamamatay. kung mejo minalas malas ka at nagtamo ka lang ng mga malalim na sugat... eh matagal tagal kang magdurusa.. masakit yun. bubuhusan mo pa palagi ng alcohol para di maimpeksyon. ARAY!!!!!! nararamdaman ko na yung sakit. hahaha. ok lang. di naman ako tanga eh. slight lang. hahahaha.

    HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!  ang hindi masabugan panget!!!!
 

Listening to: christmas carols