tuyot na,bokya pa...
POSTED AT 09:28 PM

badasspaul

    ok... so the day started off with a lot of coffee!!! inubos ko yung coffee na bigay ng mom ni trixia. thankyou po sa coffee, which kept me up all night, kahit nakapatay na yung lights. hehe. stupid. desperado masyado  mag aral sa calculus, uminom tuloy ng kape...  at inubos ko yung coffee na yun nung umaga... gising na gising ako... bakit kaya...

    anyway, yun nga... anmath test... wow, multiple choice. galing. pero punyeta... nakakapagsolve nga hindi naman alam kung paano kukunin yung ibang shit. useless din. pinagaralan ko yung mga  pangsolve, pero hindi yung pang kuha ng sagot... labo? pero seryoso... bobo talaga amputa. nakakayamot!!! tapos, after ng slightly bloody calculus test, eh, p.e. time na... edi attendance chuchu... tapos eto ba namang si rechelle vergara eh salubungin ako ng, "puyat ka noh? anliit ng mata mo eh." natawa na lang ako eh, gusto ko sabihing nagaral ako pero baka hindi maniwala so hindi na lang ako sumagot. tumawa na lang ako. pero panalo kami sa mga practice game. unbeaten. hahaha. magaling teammates eh... may pass the flow pa kami ni jiggy. haha.

    natuyot ako kakasims paguwi sa dorm... mejo na relax, pero dapat pala natulog na lang ako... tsssss...

    ang hirap ng buhay. nalalabuan na ako sa lahat ng nangyayari sakin. hahaha. kanina pa, nung pauwi ako, napalibutan ako ng mga taong, uh... mga kaibigan ko pero hindi ko alam kung ano yung pinaguusapan. seryosong, staring into blankness ako dahil cant relate amputa... kapag tinatanong ako, oo na lang ako ng oo... tsangenang yan. isa pang katangahan na pinairal for the day.

   debut... mga taong excited sa debut, tulad ni abby at ni anna viola. tsangena... parehas sila september, nagpplano na mag debut ngayon... hahaha. excited amp! si anna, kasali daw ako sa cotillion what ever you call that shit, at ako daw ang pang 17 sa mga roses thing na sasayaw... apakan ko kaya paa??? hehehe. eto namang si abigail, isa ka pa... mas matagal ka pa noh!!! pero excited din siya... AT OO, ASA KA PANG SI JAI ANG PANG 18 na dance mo!!! si BEN MAN na lang... or si BAMBOO! hahaha. dava??? joke lang... kasali nga pala ako sa debut ni abby! yehey, hindi kill joy si abigail! hahaha.  sila tani at jiggy, invite mo, we gonna break it down...

   anyway... staring into blankness nanaman... ang dilim sa maynila... pero may ilaw pa sa lasalle... labo amp! ililibing na pala si bro. gonzales bukas.. tsk.. kwawa... andaming flowers sa St. Lasalle building, grabe, may abs-cbn, Pres. JOseph and Loi Estrada, andami...

   isa papala... biruin mo teacher nila chaco man sa genpsyc, kasali sa mossimo bikini summit. grabe siya ah... wala lang. kasali lang siya. nothing more.

   haaaaaaaaay buhay... parang tanga.

   "magka-ilaw man, madilim parin... Kung Wala Ka."-kandila, sugarfree

     i'll do everything to please you... everything.
 

Listening to: My Favourite Game - The Cardigans

sinira mo ang badmood ko.
POSTED AT 10:23 PM

badasspaul

    badmood ako kanina.. kaso may sumira! nakakagalit ata. sirain mo ba naman bad mood ko??? ang lakas ng loob mo manira ng badmood. iloveyoumore for that. hehe. binanatan mo ako ng mga korni jokes ko eh. i got a taste of my own medicine. tsk.

    at susuntukin mo pa ako bukas??? sige, suntok lang. baka isabit kita sa biceps ko!

    ikaw.. oo ikaw.. sinira mo ang bad mood ko. nandito ka kahit na nababaliw na ako sa pagkabad mood. kahit nakakaloka na ako kausap, hindi ka parin sumuko.. ibang klase. bat ka ganyan?

    sige, punasan mo na lahat ng malabo at makipag laban na sa warIzone, maging warrior na. go! 

    iloveYOUmore. 

"it was nice all along..."
POSTED AT 11:18 PM

badasspaul

    2.30 pasok ko kanina... huwaw. sarap ng buhay noh? hehehe...

    anyway... yun nga... a-ok day naman... nagsulat lang ako sa maganda at malambot kong sketchpad. hehe. nakakatuwa. hehehe. basta masaya. hehe. tapos, salamat din pala dun sa nagshare ng "magandang" chocolate... hahaha. sarap! hehehe. yumyum!

    yun... lesley lauren lee lim, or L4 is leaving na... shet so sad naman yun... tsk...

    iloveyoumorethanyouknow. 

    
 

Listening to: gusto-magnum opus

'nyeta naman oh!
POSTED AT 09:59 AM

badasspaul

    badluck strikes yet again, or could i just say im plain stupid? went to school sooooo damn early, only to find out that i failed the fucking first test of calculus. damn it... thats strike one already. we have 3 quizzes in calculus, that means, i have 2 more chances to retaliate and bounce back. i wonder if i'd still be able to get back... tsk tsk tsk... badtrip.

    saw anna viola a while ago. ginawa nanaman akong punching bag ni gago. di talaga ako pupunta sa debut niya kapag inulit niya pa yun. taragis. hehe.

    badtrip... what a start for a friday... tsssss.... anyway... babayooooo. 

ang babaeng magaling mag curacha..
POSTED AT 07:42 PM

badasspaul

    lesley lauren lee lim, or les for short...  hehe. a very funny and fun loving girl. a girl who is easy to get along with, madaling makasundo in tagalog. hmmm... lesley? Intrict poster groupmate, dance partner(hehehe. galing mag curacha yan.) blockmate, friend, and joker. hehe. also a certified headturner, boys cannot resist lesley's sexy body and simple yet alluring chinese girl looks. hehe.

    why am i saying these things about lesley?  because miss lim is leaving for australia tomorrow morning... and im sure we are going to miss her. we're going to miss her funny antics, her ipod full of yellowcard songs, her "wonder grocery" jokes. lesley, or miss CWTS 2006-2007, we are going to miss you...

   so... i just remembered last night, surprise despedida party at lesley's place. thanks to her mom, and to their driver and everyone else, who made the party possible. but we have to give fil, calysta and pam for planning and making everything from calling lesley's mom and buying food and surprising lesley ofcourse. hehe.

   so yun, everybody was excited while preparing... hehe. tapos when lesley was about to enter, we were all quiet... as soon as she opened the door, everyone was shouting SURPRISE!!! then started popping the party poppers. 5 to 6 cameras started flashing as if lesley was a hollywood star... hahaha. lesley was speechless for a while... she was leaning on the wall and looking at us with her "lesley's shocked face" look. hehehe. the only thing she was able to say was "haaaaaaaaa"... everybody was laughing after that. hehehe. eating time, then games time... we had a game about lesley, it was a guessing game, and it was all about lesley. hahaha. everybody had fun. after that, we watched the movie myron made for lesley... drama and comedy moment all at once.. after giving the goodbye gifts to lesley, it was clean up time... uwian time na.. everybody was having pictures with lesley... celebrity ka na les! hehehe. star for a night...  

    ingat ingat lagi les! enjoy australia... at yung sydney ko ah! hehe. 

   ayun... haaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay. minus one na ang charlie's angels ng s16... awwwww....

  

   saturday... cwts day, wasnt able to sleep. hehe. so i was really tired and wasted while teaching the kids. buti na lang ka errol was there. hahaha. good job errol! kahit na bumanat ka ng korni kahapon sa hindi pagpunta... ok na din. sa despedida mo, punta ka ah. saksakin kita sa dibdib, remembrance. hehehe.

(edit this later. nanjan na sila ate.)
 

kamusta na?
POSTED AT 08:16 PM

badasspaul

     wala akong masulat...

 

      wait lang.....

 

 

      

       ayan, sige... kahit ano na lang... hmmm... sooooo, tinamad ako pumasok kaninang anmath? kasi... uhm... inaantok ako AT! oo, AT! gumawa ako ng stuff para sa relsone. pero hindi pa siya tapos... tatapusin pa lang. uhm... anyway... yun, 2:30 na ako pumasok, at mukhang nabingo ako sa relsone test... ooooh... lagot. tatlo lang yung sure na tama ako. ay, wait, apat pala. hehehe. magaling... 4/30. goodjob diba?

        hmmmm... maraming salamat dun sa isang tao jan na... nagbigay ng burger.. masarap na burger na last month pa daw nasa bag niya. oo, masarap... with all the molds and mildew... yummy!!! so sweet of you. hahaha. joke lang, one week pa lang naman ata, so pwede pa... salamat din sa pagsubo ng pusit gamit ang maanghang na kutsara! hehehe. pwede na pwede na... hehehe. ayan..

      nasiyahan ka ba? sana'y naging productive ang pagbasa mo sa aking blog... nawa'y ang buhay mo'y nabigyang linaw at iyong pipiliin ang tamang daan. hahahaha. anlabo.. timeout, punasan muna...

      ok, game ulit. sige... yun lang naman ang gusto ko sabihin. hehe. magpapaalam na ako ulit...

      ang layo mo naman.. sana nandito ka lang, sa tabi ko... timpla mo ako ng juice. hehehe. joke lang.

      ang pinka sweeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeet! na tao sa mundo, magpakasaya ka na! hehehe. iloveya!
 

smoke or get smoked.
POSTED AT 12:04 AM

badasspaul

   im trying to do my relsone paper right now, but all efforts seem to go to waste. i havent even type a single letter on the word document that i am going to use... shit. this sucks. i have to do this before wednesday so that i wouldnt have to worry about it anymore. but i seem to have no energy to do all these... haaaaaaaaaay. this sucks...

    wala. i feel nothing right now. nothing. everything sucks right now. boo! this sucks............................... tangina!

   "the ability to speak does not make you intelligent."
 

    ---new post--- 1:48am

 

   so, i still havent done anything for the stupid relsone paper, i cant seem to understand the bible... its too.... uhm, religious? for me... i've read it a couple of times already but the words just seem to go through me... how can i make them stay in such a stupid cramped up space like my brain?

   wohooo.. anyway, i still feel stupid. well, i am stupid. no question about that. i've lost time to play the game i love the most... how stupid can you get? i always wanted to play, but these things keep on coming.... tomorrow is the day i go back to the sport i love, i have to start playing again, or else... i would lose grasp of my dreams, which, by the way, are slowly starting to fade away...

   hard work still pays off! i know. you guys may not believe it, but i still do. i still have that never give up attitude. yes, i may be lazy... very very very lazy... but when crunch time or "hapit time" as we love to call it during highschool, comes up... i can make things happen. they may not be the best of results, but atleast i tried... right?

   anyway, i know you guys wouldnt care. who would care?

     PLAY IT COOL BOY... REAL COOL.

 

    "there is a difference between knowing the path and walking the path."-the matrix

I hate the way you talk to me, and the way you cut your hair;
I hate the way you drive my car, I hate it when you stare.
I hate your big dumb combat boots,
And the way you read my mind.
I hate you so much it makes me sick;
It even makes me rhyme.
I hate the way you're always right,
I hate it when you lie,
I hate it when you make me laugh;
Even worse when you make me cry.
I hate it that you're not around,
And the fact that you didn't call.
But mostly I hate the way I don't hate you;
Not even close, not even a little bit, not even at all.
 

Listening to: when im gone

where is your boy tonight?
POSTED AT 09:16 PM

badasspaul

    still stuck with this stupid relsone paper, i cant seem to get my self going... religion just isnt for me. i want to make "imbento" but how? this is religion, there's the bible, how on earth would i make imbento if i have sources. this is whats wrong with religion, you cant make stuff up!

    playing basketball is STILL the best stress reliever. adding a kiss at the fountain made it even better. hahaha. nakakawala ng pagod, plus! nakakainlove lalo... 

    anyway... its 9 in the evening i have, say, 12 hours to finish the religion paper... GOODLUCK BOY!

    "what a grand thing to be love. what a grander thing still, to love."

 

    wait lang. capital YUCK nga pala. kasali si keanna reeves sa pbb. shet.
 

Reading: the bible, seriously
Listening to: grand theft autumn-fall out boy

bull crap
POSTED AT 09:19 PM

badasspaul

    walang nangyari today. nagpasa lang ako ng hinapit na religion paper. fucker... tssssssssss... anyway... p.e. lang naman yung mejo may kwenta. actually, halos wala nga eh. pero yun... anyway... may assignment sa punyetang netcomm, kokopya na lang siguro ako kay claude. tsss...

    what a shitty day it has been. forgot my keys, passed a late paper... what else? everything's been shitty. haaaaaaaaaaaayayayayay...

   makinig na lang sa whatever na kanta na iplay ng wmp. boo yah.

   wala sa mood.
 

iloveyou chong!
POSTED AT 11:45 PM

badasspaul

    nako. patay. hehe.

    si chong... hehehe. kulet. basta, love ko yun si chong. hehehe. anyway... masaya ngayon... kahit na may chix pa akong pangalan ay chiara. hahahaha.  peste talaga si chiara. panira... hehehe. anyway... wala masyadong kwento... pakasaya muna ako,pwede? salmat. yebah. hehehe.

    haaay. manny pacquiao, talented ka palang loko loko ka eh. ok yan. gawa ka na ng album... hahaha. para sayooo... ang laban na toh. tsangena ka! hahahaha. anyway... sarap nung kinain ko na, beef strips with mushroom sa tosh kanina... hahaha. yummy! hehe. mas yummy kasi kasama ko si chong. hehe. chong... bat ka ganyan... pakilala kita kay chiara minsan... hehehe. chicks yun si chiara! as in! 

    wait... nababanas na ako dito ke ka manny. tama na. pwede? hahahaha. 9:15 and 28 seconds. ang pinaka magandang oras sa buong orasan. hehehe.

    chong!!! salamat nga pala, kung gusto mo ng BM, madami sa bikeshop. ako chong, FORD EXPLORER lang naman. ok lang kahit mejo 5-10 years from now.... mo na bayaran. sana bukas, nandiyan na. hehehe. salamat chong! 

    anyway... goodnight na. sumasakit na ulo ng chix ko eh... uminom kasi ng gamot chiara! hahahahaha. 

    goodnight!-Brad Michael Murray Cruise
 

Listening to: para sayo ang laban na to- manny pacquiao

wild night?
POSTED AT 11:23 PM

badasspaul

wild night with reena and trixia? what can you say reena???

 I SEE YOUR TRUE COLORS...

hinde ah. friends lang... hehehe. wait... fam... panu na si??? hehehehe. 

waiting for midnight
POSTED AT 11:56 PM

badasspaul

    waiting for midnight. tomorrow is valentines day... so what? hehehe.

    mom handed her ipod over to me... its in good hands mommy, dont worry! hahahaha. i love it!

   but im loving my, uh... new fone? more. ahahaha. thanks! hahaha. enjoy mo nlng yung snake and flashlight. ehehehe. iloveit.

   oh.... hmmm.. imma be waking up early tomorrow... basketball with eddie and the guys... yebah... p.e. pa nila errol. hahaha. lagot kayo... hahahaha.

   ayun! 5 minutes left. better greet everyone a happy valentines day...

 

   and for you... HAPPY VALENTINES MY DEAR!!!!!!!!
 

Listening to: growing up-fallout boy

valentines day 2006
POSTED AT 07:09 PM

badasspaul

    ok lang... nothing special happened, for me... hehe. anyway... things were pretty normal, well, except for all the people who were wearing red and giving flowers to each other. but as i said in an english essay, valentines is still just a hyped up gift giving day.

    i just hope trixia enjoys the chocolates. its a way of saying thankyou and..... you know it na. no need to tell the whole world about it. they dont need to know about it, its what's inside that matters.

   anyhooooo... wala. ayoko na ata mag blog... i have to study for religion... i probably wont study for netcomm, di na ako aasa. tangina. the fact that i dont know anything about netcomm kinda pisses me off, but its ok, no big deal... ako naman yung hindi nakikinig eh. tomorrow, what am i going to do? sit in the classroom, wait for the bell, and pass an empty paper. pwede na. malinis pa, pwede gamitin next time.

   anyway...thats about it for today...

  

Happy valentines everyone!

    so, i just went through a friends blog. ok... so he was shouting it out, well not literally ofcourse, but he was. and i got this feeling that, hey, look at him, he's shouting out everything he feels for this girl. i dont know if im lacking something here guys... im trying to do everything to make you feel it, in my own simple ways. i know it is sweet to let the world know how you feel... but wouldnt it be wonderful if you first have a sincere relationship and let the world know by itself? i am me... if you loved me as me, then we dont have to eek this out. let me express my self in my own ways, and not act like someone im not. you know how i feel... you know im sincere... you know me more than they do.

    and would you even shout it out?

 

   you know i love you. no need to shout it out. keep it simple. simpaul.

 

   enough said.
 

 

soooo stupid...
POSTED AT 11:40 PM

badasspaul

    this day was a bummer right from the very start. woke up late, but just right for the 8am class. hmmmm... forgot my extra shirt, but renz was kind enough to bring it to school. yes! had p.e. midterm, didnt get to study. nakalimutan kong may test. pootah! anyway... bagsak...

    rels test, kinda shaky... but i'd probably pass... and as for netcomm... posing to the max. may calcu pa ang everything. fuck... i hate computations... sobrang... eeewwwie! grabe. no points for me in that exam. linis ng paper na pinasa ko...

    anyway... thats about it. kinda feeling stupid. ayoko na... im beat up and tired. ayoko na... matutulog na ako. bukas na ulit. goodluck nlng sakin and sa team bukas. this time, im playing for my self, dahil may konting tiwala pa ako sa sarili ko, gusto ko padamihin! im playing for me, not for anyone else. i hate it...... becoming selfish...... who cares. no one cares...

    text away... people. 

gising na kabataan...
POSTED AT 12:28 AM

badasspaul

    so stupid... oh yes. just so stupid... tama na. wag na pagusapan... ok? alam niyo na yun. bobo talaga...

    anyway... sorry kung wala ako dun kapag kailangan... isa pang rason... haaaaaaay nako... what a... tsk... haaaaaaay... bakit ba ganito ang life... nakakainis na ata... argh! ayoko na... inaantok na ako, masakit pa ngipin ko... shemay... gnyt!

"Sometimes I wish I was smarter
Wish I was a bit more like you
Not making stupid decisions made at the last minute
You live to regret when it's through

Sometimes a man
Just don't be a man
It's not an excuse
It's just how it is
Sometimes the wrong
Don't know that they're wrong
Sometimes the strong
Ain't always so strong
Sometimes a girl
Is gon' be a girl
She don't wanna deal with all the drama in your world
God knows I don't mean to give it to you
So girl I'm sorry for the stupid things I wish I didn't do but I do
Oh so sorry, oh no, oh so sorry "

be with you
POSTED AT 12:09 PM

badasspaul

    ok weekend for me... not really that bad, why would it be bad, i spent it with her. soooooo... saturday night, hmmm... went out to pick up trix at her dorm and ate somewhere over there pader. bluewave macapagal... uhh... i think it was kimono ken? hmmm... ok, so enough of that, she ordered sea urchins... eeewww... hahaha! sayang, should have given it to muhmuh. hahaha.

    anyway, after that, went for a joy ride. the church we went to was really nice, though there was a wedding being held, i saw a little of the inside of the church, it was small, sort of a chapel but it isnt... feel?

    hmmmm... went to the fort after that... i badly wanted to go to euro star, but im just the driver... cant ask for anything. hehehe.  so i think we wasted 150php for the stupid party, should have just gone to euro star and had tons of fun. hey, im not saying the party aint fun, it was cool, but you just couldnt get a grip of it. haaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay. mas masaya pa tumambay sa car at magsnake! hehehe.

    i had fun though... overall... it was quality time, well, except for the ladies who were catching my attention every once in a while. im sorry... "to err is human, to forgive is divine." 

    goodbye to my dreams of getting wasted by euro star... goodbye...

    after her mom and dad picked her up from mcdo, i went home, then some friends called and asked if i could still make it to a friends party...  it was a celebration of gelo's birthday... which would be tomorrow. hahaha...

   hmmm.. sunday was still sunday... boring, without anything to do. haaaay. what a sunday.

   so its monday. im trying to finish my english paper and... uh... what else... waiting for time to pass me by? yeah right... anyway...

 

happy birthday gelo
POSTED AT 10:08 PM

badasspaul

    gelo's bday today... yebah... happy birthday bro.!!!

 

    hmmmm... anyway... nothing to share today... wait lang, thanks to muhmuh ni trixia... sa masarap na mini rhum cakes? hahaha. nakakahilo pag marami na, pero masarap... hehehe...

    anyway.... yun... goodbye muna siguro. hehehe. paalamness! 

speak now, or forever fall into pieces.
POSTED AT 11:08 AM

badasspaul

    ok.. so this isnt the best of days for me i guess.. my class starts at 4pm... there's a seminar that we are required to attend right after class, but unfortunately, i may not be able to attend the friggin seminar... we have a game at 7pm and we badly need to play... haaaaaaaaaaaaaay.

    i havent been feeling well this past few days... right now, im kinda dizzy. i dont know why... thats why i couldnt go to school early. im here in my bed, with my computer because everytime i try to stand up, it seems that my whole world is spinning... and i just want to throw up right now...

   ok... anyway... goodluck to us later. getting addicted to mary j. blige's be with out you... awwwww...

 

Listening to: be without you

tagush!
POSTED AT 03:42 PM

badasspaul

    coup de etat nanaman po dito sa pilipinas... sheesh! no classes... bakit ngayon pa, kung kelan ganado pumasok... ayan... tuyot na ako dito sa dorm... tagal ni dad, stuck in traffic somewhere in c5... anyway...

    last night, we lost by two god forsaken points in the lsal game. damn it! sayang yung effort... my confidence was going back to normal, pero that devastating heart breaker pulled it back down... ok, i had about 9 pts? but i missed 4 god damned free throws... way back in highschool, i can make 20-20 free throws... this time, i couldnt even make a single one! sayang talaga... sayang... well, one thing that could have happened was overtime, if they got the ball to me... i was under the basket... but unfortunately.. hinde... so there... we lost... i have a bruised knee... and... low morale... shit..

    oh, and another heart breaking news... im on the verge of failing calculus... oh yeah... calculus sucks.. along with other math subjects. they all suck... i cant take them anymore... argh!!! i dont want to suffer the same fate i had during the first term... jeeez! i couldnt help my self though... its just tooooo difficult for me... no help from anyone this time around... shheeez!

    anyway... thats about it... im here, alone in the dormitory.. waiting for my dad, who is currently stuck in traffic... i have no one to talk to. no one to pester. no one to laugh with. i feel so alone, well i am alone. ok ok... stop it... atleast, trixia's been texting me since 7am... thats good enough a companion for the rest of my life... how i wish she was here... para may gugulpihin ako!

 

    joke lang. 

boys of summer '06!
POSTED AT 02:36 PM

badasspaul

    ok.. so i've been thinking about the boracay trip, chax and the guys have been planning on. ofcourse, i want to come... but would my mom, a.k.a cruella de ville, let me? hahaha. takas ba ito ulit? ok, takas for 3 days? thats kinda hard to do... and where on earth would i get 15k for that trip? ok, 15000 is enough for 3 days. including transpo and everything. hmmmm... i just hope i get to come up with that money.. i have till april to come up with 15k..

    anyway... i want to go back to taft right now. i have to pose for the stupid anmath test tomorrow... MORNING! i hate having tests on early monday mornings! it just sucks the life out of me for the rest of the week... in boys of summer terms, "pheeuum! TUYOT!"

   tsangena... anyway... hafta go... i will not listen to anyone about my life. this is my life. im going to live it the way i want to...

   i will not go back into the past... im happy with what i have now. very happy in that case... VERY HAPPY. dont you try to ruin it.
 

    anyway... to trixia... and her family. hahaha. i hope you guys have fun setting up the computer shop... goodluck to trixia's "daddy groovy" and to the business... and to trixia's "muhmuh" thanks for the cookies? or watchamacallit.... anyway... looks like i have a new hangout?

 

Listening to: baby i love you-j.lo